BUT YES ALLERGIES. Fucking little things sneaked on me today, I was fine, totally fine this morning at work. And when we got a big shipment, for some reason I just started sneezing, and the blahness, disgusting nose, totally out there mood soon came upon me. And I really wanted to just walk out. I don't know what it is, but it's still so busy, like doesn't anybody work? BESIDES LIKE ME AND OTHER PEOPLE WHO WORK BUT THERE'S SO MANY PEOPLE SHOPPING IN THE DAY IN THE WEEK IT PISSES ME OFF. Especially because it started to get busy when the allergies acted up and I had so many cards to sort, and everytime I turned around there was a customer. And I couldn't even pretend to be happy, LOL, i was just leaning on my register and being all "hi." Bitch when I'm not feeling well, I'm not being friendly, SOOOOORRY i'm a real person. AND I DON'T KNOW YOU PEOPLE HAVE SOME FUCKING SYMPATHY I'M LIKE DYING GET OVER ME BEING MEAN YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES!
Apparently a few people have complained about me giving them dirty looks/rolling eyes/being a bitch HAHA. Like I can't help my normal bored face. It makes me look like a bitch. And if you're a stupid annoying customer, then well ..you're going to have to take some negativity. JEEZ I HATE PEOPLE AND RETAIL. Like I think I do pretty well taking on these customers. I mean I was never a people loving person ..but like I think for myself, I'm pretty nice with MOST of these customers. hahaha MOST. ..some.
AND I FEEL LIKE FUCKING SHIIIIIIIIT.
"that little girl with the dark hair and the thing in her nose made me cry!"
BOOOHOOOOOOOOOO! I'll really make you cry, like fucking stabbing you with my nasty boogie-covered nose ring !! YES DISEASES!!
My allergies make me so fucking tired it's only 9:30 but I've been sneezing like crazy since this afternoon and I'm basically dozing off atm, trying to stay awake ahaha. And then I shake it off and I feel weird because I don't know what just happened. x_x